A Smackeral Of Life

I've been wanting to write about my story for months....but wasn't quite sure what to write. This is such a delicate subject, and not just for me, but I think for everyone on this earth. You simply utter the word "depression" and the mood changes in the air. It's a very real, very horrible thing that is on this earth. I recently watched the movie "Ragamuffin" it is a documentary of the life of Rich Mullins, the writer of many popular worship songs. Throughout his entire career he suffered with loneliness, drinking and depression. Watching this movie encouraged me to share my story that I've kept quiet for a year now. It's time to tell more than just a few people, it's time to share with everyone and show them what Jesus did in my life. So, here goes....my story, and not even my story, but a story that belongs to Jesus. ______________________________________________________________________ I don't remember how old I was, maybe 13, 14? ...

It's the most wonderful time of the year right?! There's hot chocolate, Christmas movies on TV, sparkling lights, a beautiful Christmas tree, family traditions, and tons of food! This is the time of year where everyone takes that extra step to be cheery and good hearted.....but, when we take a closer look, this is also the most selfish time of year. Sorry to burst your Christmas ornament bubble, but it's true. Let's check out some common Christmas phrases that everyone has been guilty of saying before... -This year for Christmas I want .... -You can't decorate the tree without me being there! -You made the cookies while I was gone? -This isn't what I asked for.... Now, those are just a few, I'm sure there are many others we could add to this list. Whether we've said them ourselves or we've heard others say them. The sad reality is that although we want to be good natured and celebrate with family and friends, we take this time and turn it i...